With everything that has been going on the past month, I feel like I need an unbiased party to come in and tell me how to fix my life. Don’t get me wrong, it’s nothing really bad. I’m just nowhere near as happy as I was at the beginning of the summer semester.
I’m honestly stuck at a crossroad. Do I say or do I go? Do I want what’s been going on to be the reason I leave? Do I let this one person/problem be what sends me down a different path in life?
My poor parents have been hearing my rants about all the “drama” that’s been going on. You know it’s not a good situation when they say they don’t feel comfortable knowing I am in that kind of environment. It’s one of those moments where nothing I do will fix it. I will just end up stirring the pot. Frustrating, isn’t it?
All this craziness has gotten me thinking I need a change in life. What kind or how drastic of a change? I don’t know, but I do know that something’s got to give.
Of course, I naturally have the song “Listen” from Dream Girls stuck in my head for the past couple days.